Monday, October 31, 2011

Confused like hell.


I know I shouldn't be stressing myself about this lovelife of mine cause I'm still young and everything.

So there's this guy. His name is Windell. A friend of my bestfriend, Ina, and bestfriend of Ina's boyfriend, Tien. He was introduced to me through text by Ina last Sunday, October 23. We were texting and he asked me if we can be more than friends. I was like, what? We only knew each other for hours and he's asking me na agad these things. So sabi ko, ewan. The next day he was apologizing about how he acted the previous night kasi daw nakainom sya (which I know naman). After that, di na sya ganun nagpaparamdam sa text. And I felt a little bit attached na. Naiinis na ko nung hindi sya nagtetext. I know, ang bilis ko ma'attach.

So I was thinking. I did my part na. Tinetext ko sya kahit di sya nagrereply. Inaantay ko yung matagal nyang reply. Kailangan pa ba ako pa talaga yung mag-eeffort? Napaisip lang ako ngayong gabi eh. Naguguluhan na kasi yung isip at puso ko.

Next story: Kirby. Whom was mention on my previous post. I like him naman eh. His story goes like this. Last sem, classmates kami. It started as tuksuhan sa room then I had a crush on him. We texted for hours and eventually, naging close kaming dalawa. It came to the time na na-fall na ako sa kanya. One day, there was a gathering at his lolo's house and he was drinking Tanduay Ice. Two bottles. We were texting and I was watching a movie at the same time. Natatagalan ako sa reply syempre. Then he said "Sige nood ka na muna. Text mo na lang ako pag hindi ka busy." (Ohgreat. I still remember his text.). So hindi ko muna sya tinext. After the movie we started texting again. It came to the point na si Liza na yung topic. Liza is the girl he likes back then. Sabi niya "Naiipit lang naman ako kay Liza eh. Matagal ko na kasi yun hinihintay na mag-aral dito. Kung wala lang yun dito niligawan na kita.". I was shocked that time. Tas biglang binawi nya. Sabi "Hoy ano yang mga sinasabi mo. Ikaw ah.". Tas yun. After a few minutes sabi nya "Di na ko lasing. Inaamin ko gusto ko si Liza.". Days passed and nagkausap sila nang aking good friend na si Indi about dun sa nangyari. He said daw na 'mas pipiliin nya sa ngayon si Liza.'. Ouch. That hurt. Oh wait, that words still hurts. Then nawala na yung asaran sa classroom and I started moving on. We texted each other pa din and I really thought nawala na din yung feelings ko sa kanya. Until yesterday. He told me nga na 'lagpas kaibigan' na ang turing nya sa akin. Hindi ako makapaniwala. Si Liza yung gusto nya eh. For years. Since 4th year high school until last semester nung talagang sinukuan nya na si Liza.

Oh. He told my bestfriend Hershey nung mga last day nang 1st sem na natatakot daw siya manligaw sa akin kasi madaming magagalit. Who? My friends daw. Alam kasi nung iba yung about kay Liza. Kaya yun, natatakot daw siya.

Okay what should I do? I was talking to Giemil a while ago. He said na kung gusto daw ako ni Windell, magtetext daw yun at magpaparamdam kung gusto daw ako nun. May point naman siya eh, di ba? Pero di ko ma-kwento yung about kay Kirby kasi sabi niya 'sana daw wala muna maka-alam about dun sa nalaman ko.'.

Alright people. Help me. :/
Thanks for reading though.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Still in shock

Sorry but I have to blog about this.

So there's this guy I like. He was my classmate last semester and will be my classmate again this sem. His name is Kirby.

Kasasabi nya lang na "lagpas kaibigan" na daw ang turing nya saken. Anong gagawin ko? Gusto ko pa sya eh. (Landeeeee)

Wala. Isa na namang useless post. KBye.

Told 'ya I'll update this blog more often.

Hi. I'm not starving anymore. I've eaten something na after not eating a lot for 2 days I think? I'm not on a diet. I'm skinny. I just don't feel like eating. It drained all my energy out. And I promise myself not to do that again.

K change topic. I'm now watching the replay America's Netxt Top Model All Stars. Again, I'm falling in love with Kayla Ferrel! Wooooh! She izzo pretty I wanna marry her!

Well I'm planning to pay the down payment on the 2nd day of November. There. Just ranting about life.
Ugh. Useless post. KBye. Just updating.

So long! :)

I'm back! And I'm temporarily enrolled :)

Wew! Finally found a way to blog through my phone. So, hello random reader! Welcome to my blog and I would like you to know that I'll be updating this blog more often than before. :)

Regarding the title, Yes, I'm temporarily enrollled by now. I just have to pay the down payment before November 3 (which is btw 7,500Php) then I can relax and tell myself "You just have to wait for November 9 to come!".

So yeah, I did that temporary enrollment yesterday afternoon with my blockmates namely Joyce, Gia, AC, Ivy, Marben, Dale, Adelle and Jerlee. We were really rooting for the HRM2D section but it wasn't open until 1PM I think..? There. I came to school at almost 11am. I was late, as usual. :)) I went immediately to 3rd floor TYK Building cause my blockmates are there. They were with Michelle and Beryl at the place where free sections choose their subjects. Joyce was talking to HRM and Tourism Department Head, Miss Repuesto (not quite sure if she's a Miss or Mrs.).. Joyce was pleading her to open the HRM2D section. She told Joyce that we should go to Mr. Gamier (a professor in Tourism and HRM Department). He was assigned on the advising thing. We went upstairs, 4th floor, and talked to Mr. Gamier. He said that if really want that section, we should wait for it to open cause they were still using the unused slots on the HRM3D section.

We went out of the room frustrated and sat on the stairs. We were deciding on what section we're going to take. If it is 3D or 2D. 3D was okay. But 2D??s schedule is way better. 12nn came and it was lunch break. We decided to eat at McDonalds, Victory Mall branch. US minus Adelle and Jerlee ate there and was treated by Joyce. Gomawo Chingu~! ^-^

After eating we decided to head back to school and give 2D a last chance. Again, 3rd floor TYK. There, we saw Adelle and Jerlee. We were pleading and talking to the guy at the counter for HRM 2nd year & 3rd year. Then a lady came. We taled to her again and she talked to someone we don't know who. After talking to that person, she came back to us carrying the PEF (PEF stands for Enrollment Form. I can't remember what P stands for.) for HRM2D. We really can't believe it. After getting our PEFs I texted Kirby immediately so that he could get his PEF. We went to TYK 409 for advising. We saw Mr. Gamier again. Hahaha. He signed our PEFs and we headed to the encoding room.

Our pre-saved subjects online were there already so that was just a fast pace of the enrollment. Then, we got our printed RCs!!! RC stands for Registration Card. Went downstairs cause Gia, Joyce and AC was going to pay for the down payment right away. It was a long line enjoyed with Gia and thhere I saw Kirby (and his mother) and he got his HRM2D PEF already. After Gia had paid, we were supposed to wait for Tinay but she said we can go home na.

T'was a long day at school enjoyed with friends. At home, I decided to clean up the mess in my room and I'm kinda succesfull doing it.

So long Reader!
#4DaysToGo <3